Steven,
Apologies for not respondng sooner. I don't tend to look at my thread very often. I try not to remind myself of the past if I can help it and move forward into the future.
After nearly a year I slipped up last night and harmed myself. My husband found out this morning and I felt really ashamed. I had stopped before we got married as I had said I couldn't bring this into a marriage or put that in the way of a relationship.
He was wonderful and just said we would face it together, although I feel ashamed for failing my promise but I now I can tackle this with him beside me and with him I am stronger.
There are things causing me stress at the moment and the biggest problem is that I didn't talk to my husband, I didn't shre it with him. If you have someone who will listen and to talk to you should do so, it helps even if you can't solve the problem you can help to rationalise it and see the way forward, step by step.
Oh boy, I'm nearly in tears here which isn't a good thing as I'm on reception desk at work.
Thi will be a one time slip and nothing major to deal with, Iwill need prayer and support from those around me but I know I wil have this and God's promise to me is that he will prosper me and give me a hope and a future, on that promise I will stand firm.
God bless.
Liz
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