[metal_fiddler]

Ok i will try to be polite but having troulble being nice these days.. sorry if my tone seems rude or bitter. I am ****ing mad at everything and ive been irritated and frustrated and angry and grumpy and weepy, but not sad. I ****ing hate the world and i don't know why, like nothing triggered this interms of events and im angry at people but dont have a reason. I mean i actually think that if someone got in my way or pissed me off i would litterally want to punch them in the face or at least have to try really hard not to and im not sure i could stop myself. Im trying to be polite and nice and its getting harder everyday. Ive also been thinking some pretty dark thoughts interms of suicidal ideation... which also has no leading event as i am irritated not sad or hopeless just fed up with everything.......

This is not me, i never feel like this. i would never really want to hurt someone even if they deserved it, i hate being angry and cant deal with this ****ed up emotion.... i mean i prefer it to being hopeless but im sooooooooo agitated.

Anyway the question... Im on sertraline and lithium and my psych(temporary) just increased my sertraline dosage about two weeks ago as i was on a relly low dose so i wouldnt go manic on it. Is this a possible reaction to the increase? has this happened to others on here before?

I can't figure out why i am feeling this way and its driving me bonkers.