That sounds frustrating. Maybe it would be possible to check out with him why he refused? Perhaps he was concerned about your level of risk. Obviously, if you have been given escorted leave it means your psychiatrist deems this to be appropriate, so it should be made possible as long as there are enough staff to facilitate it, but that particular member of staff might have had concerns and, if that was the case, was possibly right in not being the one to take you out. As I said, though, that's just second-guessing and you'd really have to ask the staff. I am sorry you're feeling like you're being treated as the odd-one-out, that sounds horrible.
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