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MrsNutkin · 06-03-2012, 05:37 PM

I feel like I'll never get better.Better than this. I've been 'fighting' it now for around 8 years. I can't remember a time when I felt normal. I have a physical disability as well... school was hard. I was bullied. Life has to get better than this. This is purgatory. Not really wanting to live and not wanting to die. The irony is I'll probably get really sick and then I'll wish I'd enjoyed life.

06-03-2012, 05:37 PM	#3
MrsNutkin Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Somewhere only we know... I am currently:	I feel like I'll never get better.Better than this. I've been 'fighting' it now for around 8 years. I can't remember a time when I felt normal. I have a physical disability as well... school was hard. I was bullied. Life has to get better than this. This is purgatory. Not really wanting to live and not wanting to die. The irony is I'll probably get really sick and then I'll wish I'd enjoyed life.