Don't be so hard on yourself hun, everyone goes through feeling like they're hitting a dead end sometimes.
Focus on yourself more, and what you know will make you happy, rather than others. You need to put yourself first, and then you can make others happy when you are :)
Wow you do riding, as in horse riding? I've been riding for a few years now :) Inbox me sometime!
Keep on trying (without overdoing it and stressing yourself out further) and it'll pay off eventually hun
xx
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