Don't be sorry hun, no wonder you are trembling. *cuddles* and even if you do panic, remember that it is not your fault.
Its completely understandable that you would be panicking when the procedure begins, maybe you could try some breathing exercises to help to calm you down if things get too much?
And remember, you are in control of what happens, if you are really uncomfortable then you can stop it at any time.
Take care x
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