Thanks for the reply
In my mind I am trying to figure out how I am going to do both(I wish they were closer locations to eachother) its only the last week or two of classes and if my proffs were sympathetic and let me miss a few final classes, and if i just organize my schedule more carefully to fit more in each day so i can do the homework from both . Id be super busy(which the psych says i use the hectic schedule as a coping method too not necessarily healthy but......) i think i could pull it off. im still trying to hide it from my family because problems that emerge in my family just create chaos and more problems(this has been tried to be fixed in the past and the others arent willing to aknowledge theses iossues so id rather keep the peaceful state as is now)
I am not in an unstable state at the moment or likjely to end up in one before the summer. thats why i am hard pressed to my courses, it would suck to give them up with 2-3 weeks to go especially since i have been sucessful mark and research wise this year. The psychologist does agree i am currently functioning well at a surface level
But the Psych rolled his eyes a bit at this suggestion of both and said both will be a lot of work and stress, i sometimes love stress.... he said thats part of the problem
Hence my aprehension and indescision
sorry for the leangth and the rambling..... my mind is spinning like a one winged hymenopteran
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