yesterday was an awful day i had flashback after flashback which led to 3 severe panic attacks. it just drained the last bit of energy i had left.
i made it to the doctors and told her pretty much everything, she asked me if i thought a short stay on a psych ward would help. i said no no way please dont send me there, so for now im still at home. she referring me to see a psychiatrist to review my medication. that should be through by early next week.
so for now i guess i just have to carry on struggling and fighting, and i hope today is better than yesterday because i cant go through that again.
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