I'm a Christian.. i've been a christian since last year.. in september.. i realised that.. i do belive in God.. And i do belive in Jesus.
I started.. hurting.. myself two weeks ago. Just to get somethig else to think about.. i know i shouldn't do it.. cause.. God loves me.. for who i am. But the problem is.. no one else does. I have ONE friend at school.. I have a few friends i meet in the church every wednesday.. But i only have ONE person i trust one hundred percent.. and i text him every day.. But.. he is the ONLY person who REALLY belive in me. He Belives that i CAN stop hurting myself.. if i really consentrate. But the problem is.. I don't want to. Hurting myself.. is the only thing that makes me feel alive. it's easier to think about that kind of pain.
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