I never let myself get to that point...I always ASSUME I'll lose people, so I hurt myself first and cut my friends off before they get fed up and tell me that they really don't care about me.
I think it's brave of you to have let yourself love him. It's hard now, and it sucks that this one didn't work out, but one day it will work out with someone, and it will be amazing. That is only possible because you're willing to risk the rejection you're feeling right now. So as much as it sucks, it's a good thing, and the fact that you took that risk shows a lot of courage. You can get through this.
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