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Mer · 05-02-2012, 02:15 AM

Hey, that must be difficult, talking about triggers, while it seems like so many things can trigger an SI.

I work in church youth ministry, so I totally understand feeling hypocritical. Half the time I feel like I"m just saying what I'm supposed to say, and not actually believing any of it. I was volunteering on a reteat once where one of the students talked about their SI. So the other youth minister and I were discussing the proper channels to go through, and I felt horrible, because I couldn't say anything, but at least she was able to get help.

I would never be able to tell a coworker, and I pray they never find out.

05-02-2012, 02:15 AM	#2
Mer Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Indianapolis I am currently:	Hey, that must be difficult, talking about triggers, while it seems like so many things can trigger an SI. I work in church youth ministry, so I totally understand feeling hypocritical. Half the time I feel like I"m just saying what I'm supposed to say, and not actually believing any of it. I was volunteering on a reteat once where one of the students talked about their SI. So the other youth minister and I were discussing the proper channels to go through, and I felt horrible, because I couldn't say anything, but at least she was able to get help. I would never be able to tell a coworker, and I pray they never find out.
	"It is the stretched soul that makes music, and souls are stretched by the pull of opposite – opposite bents, tastes, yearnings, loyalties. Where there is no polarity – where energies flow smoothly in one direction – there will be much doing, but no music."