Yeah i'm struggling a lot also. I only do shelf stacking but having the motivation each night is really hard, i regularly take time out at work to cut or to be by myself which i know i shouldn't do but, i need time out. I take valium sometimes to get me through it, just to numb everything and for some reason it makes time go quicker. I refuse to give up though, no matter what job i do i will always have the same feelings and urges and lack of motivation, i work overnights so there is only about 4 of us in the whole store until the early morning so as far as being around people (which i hate) it's the best i think i'm gonna get. You are not alone, but don't give up, fight it. Takecare
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