I do that. I cut on my legs, and I always look at other people wearing shorts and bathing suits and wondering what it would be like without the scars. I've warn a bathing suit when I was going through periods where I wasn't cutting and it was just scars, but not recently. My legs right now are just scars as I've stopped cutting, but there are a lot of scars and even the old ones are still incredibly noticeable. I don't mind my scars if no one I care about has to see them, but if someone I care about sees them, it makes me sad and uncomfortable.
|