Thinking of you all xx
Thankyou Katie. I have a couple of friends i talk to (from work, much older)... but i think they're getting sick of me now so i dont want to push it. I dont have any professionals involved at the moment.
I watched one born every minute. What a stupid decision. 7 months married. I should be 7 months pregnant. So stupid.
I dont want to do this anymore.
I text a friend saying i'm really triggered. No reply yet. I dont want to be a pain but i dont know where else to turn. I'm so dizzy from trying to breathe deeply and calm down.
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