I'm really sorry to hear that you are having to go through all of this. I'm glad to hear that you've stood up for yourself and left instead of staying around your Mom's boyfriend. I know you said that you can't cry, but it can really help a lot. Maybe you could even talk with the friend you're staying with about how you're feeling at the moment or just try different distractions so that the urges to harm will lessen or go away altogether? But honestly, harming isn't going to make any of this better. It will just make things harder on you if you anything. I'm sorry if what I've said isn't helpful, but you can always PM me if you ever need someone to talk to. Take care :)
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