Rachel - It doesn't make them take you seriously - I did it and it didn't change anything. What changed things was talking to them. Telling them how bad it'd got. That's what finally made them listen. You're not stupid.
Captain B2 - It can be hard to carry on with therapy when all you've had is bad experiences...but you can find the right person - the right therapist or counsellor to see how to help you. It took me a few tries but I'm still going. You say you'd prefer to eat food that tastes bad than starve...I always felt that way towards being with someone...but when if the food you had available wasn't giving you the nourishment you need? What if it didn't change things? What then? You need to find a reason to keep fighting for you...but it's only you who can do that.
Sorry. I'm low on words and really struggling. I wish I could help you both more.
x Katie x
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