Originally Posted by
Heaven Knows
Why is it that you're so sure being in a relationship will make things so much better? All I have found in mine is that it's made all of this ten times worse. It's made things harder.
Because I KNOW it will. I realize it may create a whole new set of problems but I'm prepared to deal with that and would welcome it for a change. Let me put it this way, I'd rather eat food that doesn't taste good than starve to death. I have a whole thread on this in the GSA section. It really is the root of my problems. I've already decided to take my life after this year if I go through all of 2012 single. At this point, there is no talking me out of it. Obviously, if something amazing happens on a completely non-related matter I will reevaluate my situation.
I should probably mention that I am starting counseling very soon. I just need to find the right person to see. Right now it's really adding to my anxiety because I've had nothing but bad experiences with therapists in the past.