I'm not gay so I can't exactly say 'I know how you feel'. However as a person who has always been 'weird' and 'different' and has been bullied a lot, I do understand to some extent.
There is nothing wrong with the way you are.
No matter who you are or what you do, there is always going to be somebody who disagrees with your lifestyle. THEIR loss. You are not just your sexuality, and if people can't see past that, then who needs them? To quote one of my favorite (albeit imaginary) gay men, Albus Dumbledore: "If you're holding out for universal popularity, I'm afraid you will be in this cabin for a very long time."
There comes a point in your life where you have to stop caring what other people think and just be happy with YOURSELF. Don't ever let ignorant people hold you back. Get out there and be who you want to be and love who you want to love. Make your life how YOU want it.
Anyway, that was long. I hope you're feeling better and shoot me a PM if you still need to rant about it :)
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