Romp hun, I think you need to explain it to your mum and start increasing your dose a little. I don't think you need to set 800mg as a target, just increase it with your doctors guidance and see how you feel. I know 800mg seems like a lot, I was on it for a little while but if the Seroquel helps at all (and it seems to from what you have said) then surely a slightly awkward conversation with your mother is preferable to feeling how you do now?
I was wondering if maybe there is an element of 'punishing'? I may be totally wrong and if so I apologise but I know you have said you feel guilty sometimes for what happened with your dad (even though you have NO reason to).
*leaving some hugs and love*
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