Droplet and Sophie and PE (sorry don't know your name) Thank you so much for replying.
Droplet - I don't have friends which is a problem but when you are 22 and the only friends you have had in the past are the ones that use you because you are an easy target, where do you find friends? At my age - everyone has established a friendship circle.
I have a fab Other Half (OH) I met him on this site actually and we have been together 6 years in March. Heavens only knows how he puts up with me! The other day I asked him why he loved me and he said he couldn't tell me... I find this worrying but maybe it's hard to put into words.
My family will naturally die and I am frightened of being alone Miss Havisham - eske.
I see no future for me at the moment but I will struggle on as Suicide just isn't me - not an option in my view as it destroys those left behind.
I have Counselling, through a charity I volunteer for - they are a god send.
I'm lonely.
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