What can you do to make you feel better right now, to seperate how you feel about you and how you feel about your Mum.
Believe me when I say it is not worth ending your own life over how your Mum makes you feel. It is much easier to separate those things out and work through them. Can you ensure you have sufficient time away from her? Time to be yourself as you and not as she wants you to be?
Is there anyone around that can help you defend yourself against her?
Keep fighting, you can get through this.
Roiben x
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