sorry for not posting again till now. I've been pretty down and haven't done much. I've tried everything from prozac to seroquel. The list would be so so long. I'm not exaggerating either. I had tried so many things the last time I was in the hospital for suicidal ideation they did ECT. I will never ever do that again and it obviously didn't work very well either. my therapist wanted me to make an appointment with my psychiatrist so I did. However, my therapist said he'd come with me. I'm not liking the whole idea but at this point I really don't know what else to do and I can't keep doing this. I've tried DBT with my current therapist which for some reason we stopped and I still have the self help book thing as well. There is no real DBT support group near me and at this point I think that would be the most benefit for me to get motivated to even do it. I barely take care of myself. Last time I was in the hospital for 10 days I took 2 showers and never washed my hair. Yea that is just gross. I'm struggling. I feel like I've come to the end of the road.
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