Hi,
Not looking forward to Christmas. Wanted a quite day at home with just me and the husband but he wanted family around so I said we'de invite people to us. At least then I don't have to go anywhere.
As a Christian I love the reason for Christmas and enjoy the celebrations at church. It's the spending time with family and presents etc that I dislike. I hate having to put on the happy face pretending that everything is great when inside I'm screaming and just want to hide from the world.
Having a bad day today, wish I was curled up in bed at home. I'm sat at work not being able to concentrate or focus on anything and it doesn't help that I don't have much to do.
Want to harm but know that would be the wrong thing to do. Don't have toold anymore so it's not possible either.
Wish I could have a hug from my husband.
Liz