Roli, I'm at work. I have an appt at 3. I'm going to tell him I'm not ok. But I don't want to ruin everybody's Christmas.
And I just talked to the minister at the church where I work and told her everything. I'm so stupid. I'm going to lose my job. She was so nice and supportive. Her spouse has bipolar.
I'm just stupid. Somebody needs to kick me very hard. Till I wake up from this nightmare of me.
How are you Roli?
Squishes Katie. Love and hugs
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