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trekkinthrulife · 21-12-2011, 04:48 AM

To Vertebrae:
I'm not sure how to respond yet, just need some time to think. A lot of what you said really make sense and I think you were spot it...So much easier said then done, huh?

My meds stopped me from being overly emotional...I didn't cry for no reason when I was one them, I could think a bit clearer, but they didn't help with my mood at all. They never stopped me from hitting an low. I know antidepressents don't stop you from being unhappy, you still have your emotions, but I feel like it wasn't helping me control my negative thoughts and emotions. Something I will have to bring up when I see the new doctor

Edit: I hope no one minds I'm adding this. I just need a minivent and right now this feels like a safe place for that. The family dog died about two weeks ago, she was very hold. I was at school at the time, but now that I am home her absence is just so...strong. I bought my own horse when I was 16, I've been paying for all his bills sense then (which has gotten so much harder in college) and during winter break he stays up near school. Its too expensive to bring him home for just a month, but I miss him terribly already. :( I do have my rat with me though. The only one in the house who I don't have to hide things from at the moment. Ugh I'm just whinning like a little girl now, sorry

21-12-2011, 04:48 AM	#7
trekkinthrulife Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: North America I am currently:	To Vertebrae: I'm not sure how to respond yet, just need some time to think. A lot of what you said really make sense and I think you were spot it...So much easier said then done, huh? My meds stopped me from being overly emotional...I didn't cry for no reason when I was one them, I could think a bit clearer, but they didn't help with my mood at all. They never stopped me from hitting an low. I know antidepressents don't stop you from being unhappy, you still have your emotions, but I feel like it wasn't helping me control my negative thoughts and emotions. Something I will have to bring up when I see the new doctor Edit: I hope no one minds I'm adding this. I just need a minivent and right now this feels like a safe place for that. The family dog died about two weeks ago, she was very hold. I was at school at the time, but now that I am home her absence is just so...strong. I bought my own horse when I was 16, I've been paying for all his bills sense then (which has gotten so much harder in college) and during winter break he stays up near school. Its too expensive to bring him home for just a month, but I miss him terribly already. :( I do have my rat with me though. The only one in the house who I don't have to hide things from at the moment. Ugh I'm just whinning like a little girl now, sorry Last edited by trekkinthrulife : 21-12-2011 at 04:59 AM.
	You will find that having is not so pleasing a thing as wanting. It is not logical, but is often true-Spock I'd rather have a goddam horse. A horse is at least human, for God's sake. ~J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye Is it worse to be the victim, or the abuser?