Male failing is characterized by lust. Female failing is characterized by judgement. Men are generally too sexual - tilting toward lust. Women tend to resent the male's lust sexuality - and his "package". Indeed, men generally like porn while women like romance conquest novels. For men orgasm is physical while for women it is more mental. Women are not as physically drawn to sex as men so your resistance to procreational sex is probably normal - even if your resentment of it is not (if you weren't sexually abused you probs resent your dad - with help from mum). I do not believe in experimenting with sex anymore than I believe in experimenting with drugs. Modern media culture intentionally seeks to confuse kids about sexuality. You aren't gay and I don't believe bisexual really exists. Its become chic for girls to think they are bi. Girls bond different from men, and because they like bonding with girlfriends they think they are bi when they are just regular. I've seen a million girls here who thought they were bi. The they meet a guy they actually like and the issue goes away.
Straight, Gay or Lying? Bisexuality Revisited
http://www.nytimes.com/2005/07/05/he...pagewanted=all