Although you are lost for words I know exactly how you are feeling. I am going through the same thing at the moment. just finished the semester, completely depressed (I can feel myself slipping again) and I'm going to graduate in a year and have no clue where I'm going to go in life. I am very very glad you are getting to see another doctor. I have tried so many meds and my body reacts so badly to them that I just can't take them. My grades and school I'm struggling. I know how it feels. I have a loving and supporting family yet I feel bad if I tell them just because they all have their own stressors. I feel like I'd be making things worse on them. Hang in there. You are not alone. This might be kinda odd but it makes me feel just slightly better knowing I'm not completely alone in this. When I read what you had written it reminded me of me.
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