I definitely understand the feeling comfortable in the underweight category. Years ago when I first started recovery and gained weight to be considered "healthy" I just hated myself. Now that I got real sick again I'm terrified and basically just not letting myself reach that point.
I'm really proud of you for doing so well! I know slip ups and stuff can be discouraging. But, it's really great that you've gotten so far, and you are truly beautiful. I wish you could see it! Remember, underweight is sick and healthy is beautiful <3
I think really, the best thing you can do is not weigh yourself (I know, easier said than done) and make sure all of your weights at the doctor are blind weights.
I'm here for you dear.
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