[getting_by]

Leann- I am so sorry your feeling like this hun. Have you told anyone about your plan? You really should try to get some help. Suicide is really not the way out.
I'm sorry you feel you can't tell anyone about someone hurting you. I know its hard- but you really need to consider telling someone. They can't get away with it. I know its hard, but they will keep hurting others after you have gone. You have a chance to stop them.
There is always hope where there is life.
Please stay safe x

Katie- How are you doing today hun?

Mum24- I'm sorry, I didnt mean to hurt you. I can't stop planning. I do it all the time... How are you sweetie?


This end... My head keeps repeating that its 'Game Over'. All the time.

I told my Dr how much I was struggling... She said she would try to ring my CPN, but I'm not sure I want her too. But she wasn't impressed by my answers to her questions of telling someone how bad it is... apparently "If I get round to it" and "Yes its in my care plan to admit me if it got bad, but when exactly they choose to do that is another matter"... I am such an idiot.

These people are trying to help and I'm just a plank to them. She said "I am worried about you truth be told" hmmm- well I'm scared truth be told.

Scared about what I will do. Scared about what they will do..

Sorry to be long winded. Just have no one else.

*Curls up*