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Basically what the title says. I'm having a lot of difficulty with flashbacks from being an inpatient, how I felt and how I was treated and just the whole situation was really traumatizing for me. Even though it happened about a year and a half ago now.

It doesn't help that I have to go to the same building every few weeks (but now I do get a month break for over christmas at least) to see my psych.

Lately I've been very suicidal again and I think that may be triggering the flashbacks as I'm in a similiar place as to when I was last admitted.