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Old 09-12-2011, 12:21 AM   #6
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: England
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When was the last time you cried? last night well this morning really..
Have you ever faked sick? nope
What was the last lie you said? That I took one of my meds.
Have you ever cried during a movie? yeh
Have you ever danced in the rain? yep
Have you ever been drunk? no
Do you smoke? no
What is your full name? not sure I want to answer on here!
What is your blood-type? AB+
Have you ever been in a car accident? yes. When I was 5, it was a bad one.
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? 17
Who was your first kiss? Jorge
Have you ever had an online relationship? met online at first so i guess yeh.
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? never told anyone I like them except my 2 ex's...
What is your favourite sport to play? I used to love the 1500m - can't do it anymore though, too ill and now too unfit!
Have you ever made a prank phone call? yeh, regrettably, when I was young and foolish
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it? yeh
Is there anything that you have done that you regret? has any (human) not?! of course I have.
What do you want to be when you grow up? think 21 counts as 'grown up' but I would like to train to be a paediatric neurologist
What is your political persuasion? (sorry had to correct the spelling) erm labour.
Do you believe in g-d? God, yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight? no
Do you believe in karma? no
Who was your first crush? kid at school, charlie.
Who do you have a crush on? no one at the moment. Michael Buble is cute though.
How would you describe yourself? determined.
What are you afraid of? dying before I reach my full potential.
Are you religious? I have a relationship with God, I don't think of myself as 'religious' just a person of faith.
What does your screen name mean? on here? nickname
What person do you trust the most? My mum
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Jorge
What is the best compliment you have ever received? beautiful inside and out
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? Manipulative selfish liar (coming from various health 'professionals')
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? 3 yrs 3 months.
What is your greatest strength? determination with ambition.
What is your greatest weakness? feeling inferior to and very easily intimidated by others.
What is your perfect pizza? roasted veg, just a little marscapone
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? what time is it? or thoughts about dreams, or this morning, how is S. (my friend with CF see post in Grief support)
What is your first thought before you go to bed? again, last night, thinking about S and his wife. Otherwise depends how I'm feeling and what's gone on that day.
What college do you want to go to? I'm guessing this means uni - Oxford, or Imperial ideally.
Do you get along with your family? mum's side yes, other side, not so much.
Do you play any instruments? yep
What kind of music do you like? indie, bit of lightish rock. LOVE coldplay. Also enjoy folk music - and Michael Buble, and debussy, chopin, rutter, any music which I can see and/or feel genuine craftsmanship and skill in.
Would you ever get a tattoo? got one, want another one.
How many piercings do you have? 5, 2 in each ear and my nose.
Who makes you laugh? don't laugh a lot to be honest... need to.
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? I don't really like the idea of being tied up at all!
Have you ever seen a dead body? only covered.
Do you have a celebrity crush? Said before - Michael Buble
What is one thing scientists should invent? a cure for Cystic Fibrosis and spinal cord and brain damage.
Have you ever broken a bone? finger and coccyx
What happens after you die? Heaven or hell.
Do you watch or read the news? All the time.
What stereotype would you label yourself as being? I don't like stereotyping anyone - I don't think it's helpful.
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? ^^
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I used to say Emily May, but now - I don't want a new name.
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? 16 - knowing what I do now I hope I wouldn't make the same mistakes - but I don't think I would know what I know now without having made them!!
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? My social anxiety.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nope
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? yeh
What do you want your friends to think about you? I'm honestly not sure, I have few friends now and I'm chronically awful at telling what other people think - I tend to read between lines that aren't even there.
Have you ever bitten someone? playfully ;)
Have you ever stolen anything? no
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? no but they are pretty :)
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? I dunno - the day my grandpa died I guess - but noone lives forever and I wouldn't be as strong as I am now without going through what I've been through
Do you remember your dreams? ones at night? how do you know if you have them if you don't remember them?! lol pointless question.
Have you ever been in love? yep
Are you a morning person or a night person? depends on my mood! with my sleeping meds - afternoon person!
Do you have any phobias? yeh - vomiting.
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth? ) ohhh yes.
How many screen names do you have? screen names? like aliases or just account names? former 0, latter I can't count them all! Kinda getting bored of these questions now.
Do any medical problems run in your family? yep, depression, autism and scoliosis.
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family? not for long, and not really.
Have you ever had a nightmare? yep
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? I don't really say anything to enemies...
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? yes. ashamedly.
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? no
Have you ever written a love letter? yep
Have you ever attempted suicide? yep
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? on who?!
Have you ever been in a fistfight? no
Do you have any hidden talents? lol nah
What is one thing you want me to know about you? Words are my weapon of choice.
Do you usually prefer books or movies? fictional - neither. I only deal with facts.
Who is your favourite person to talk to? I think it's good to have a variety - talk to different people about different things.
Would you ever have sex before marriage? yes although I regret it.
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Mum
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? British - i.e. the English spelling of the English language. Proper English ;)
Have you ever gotten detention? no
How do you vent your anger? Crying.
Have you ever been on a diet? yes
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Depends on the person - not much younger, no.
Is your best friend a virgin? no.
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? yes
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? yes
Have you ever wanted to murder someone? no
Have you ever hated someone? yep.
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? online
Do you consider yourself popular? no.
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? nah
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? I don't like labelling people as 'enemies'
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? no
What is your favourite book? my neuroscience textbook.
Do you have a collection of anything? coins, beany babies, rocks, shells, semiprecious beads... clothes that don't fit!
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? yeh
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? very.
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? A medical student.
Are you happy with the life you have? Working on it. Happier, yes, although there are a lot of aspects I want to change, it's good to be constantly developing I think.

Phew is that it now?! night all!!



~~I'm FINE...on the outside~~
~~Beneath the surface lies a shattered heart and an exhausted soul, simply longing... just longing to be whole~~


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