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Old 07-12-2011, 06:08 AM   #3
lonely_hope
I'm not worth the air I breathe
 
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Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: US
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When was the last time you cried?
Been a little while...

Have you ever faked sick?
Erm... sorta, but not to get out of anything. More like people hearing suspicious noises, and I told them I was sick so they wouldn't think anything of it.

What was the last lie you said?
That I didn't do anything to myself last month

Have you ever cried during a movie?
Probably

Have you ever danced in the rain?
Perhaps years ago

Have you ever been drunk?
No

Do you smoke?
No

What is your full name?
...

What is your blood-type?
Not sure

Have you ever been in a car accident?
No, luckily

Have you ever had an online relationship?
Nope

Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
No

What is your favourite sport to play?
Track or soccer

Have you ever made a prank phone call?
No

Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?
*shrugs*

Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
Of course

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Something that involves helping others

What is your political persuassion?
Moderate/slightly conservative

Do you believe in g-d?
Difficulties aside- yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Haha, no

Do you believe in karma?
In a way-ish

Who was your first crush?
*shrugs*

Who do yo uhave a crush on?
No one

How would you describe yourself?
Nothing appropiate for F&D :)

What are you afraid of?
My mother, myself, people...

Are you religious?
To a degree

What does your screen name mean?
As in?

What person do you trust the most?
Don't trust people

Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ryan, if you can count that as a "relationship" at all

What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
Really not sure... but whatever it was, it was undeserved

What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
Let's not go there :)

What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
-.-

What is your greatest strength?
*shrugs*

What is your greatest weakness?
I have too many...

What is your perfect pizza?
Don't know

What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
I don't want to get up...

What is your first thought before you go to bed?
Always varies

What college do you want to go to?
One where I can get a good education

Do you get along with your family?
Meh

Do you play any instruments?
Yup

What kind of music do you like?
Rock-type stuff

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Meh, maybe

How many piercings do you have?
Just 2, ears

Who makes you laugh?
Saria, Patrick, Hunter (when he's not sneaking around and listening to peoples' conversations)

Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
No one

Have you ever seen a dead body?
Yeah :/

Do you have a celebrity crush?
Nope

What is one thing scientists should invent?
Hmmm...

Have you ever broken a bone?
No

Do you watch or read the news?
Sometimes

What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
Meh, people label me as emo, goth, and loner

Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
Ask them

If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?
No clue

If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
Probably a long time ago, before I was actually aware of stuff

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
Like... everything...

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Nope

Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
Would try to avoid that

What do you want your friends to think about you?
I don't know

Have you ever bitten someone?
Would need to think about it

Have you ever stolen anything?
No

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
No

If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
Not sure

Do you remember your dreams?
Sometimes

Have you ever been in love?
No

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night

Do you have any phobias?
Yeah

Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth)?
Yup

How many screen names do you have?
A few

Do any medical problems run in your family?
There's some trends, but nothing major

Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?
Yup. Me being one of them :)

Have you ever had a nightmare?
All the time

Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
Try to avoid saying mean things

Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
No

Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
Would need to think about it

Have you ever written a love letter?
No

Have you ever attempted suicide?
:/

Have you ever been in a fistfight?
No

Do you have any hidden talents?
If I do, they're all hidden from me as well

What is one thing you want me to know about you?
*shrugs*

Do you usually prefer books or movies?
Books

Who is your favourite person to talk to?
Not sure

Would you ever have sex before marriage?
No

Who do you talk to most on the phone?
No one...

Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
British for some, American for others

Have you ever gotten detention?
Nearly, but no

How do you vent your anger?
Turning against myself

Have you ever been on a diet?
Mhmm

Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
Perhaps

Is your best friend a virgin?
Don't know about having a "best friend," but most of my friends are virgins as far as I'm aware

Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
Yup

Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
Take a guess :)

Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
No

Have you ever hated someone?
Myself?

Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
Online

Do you consider yourself popular?
Not by any means

Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
N/A

Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
Doesn't that defeat the point?

Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
No

What is your favourite book?
Ooh... I have a lot. The "Ender" series, Life of Pi, Siddhartha, and The Oedipus Cycle to name a few :)

Do you have a collection of anything?
Not really

Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
Haha- no

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Yup

What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
I don't know

Are you happy with the life you have?
I have a great life. I just don't know how t deal with it.



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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