ive been in the same exact position twice (twice cuz the first time i ended uo relapsing) not going to lie to u and say it'll go away after x days/weeks/months cuz it DOESNT. ive been out of the hospital for 8 months but every day is a challenge by meal times because i so badly want to stay happy and healthy.. but i want to be skinny etc... so its always a fight- to eat or not to eat ( i choose to eat when i really sit down and contempalate cuz i DONT want to get bad again).. im here for ya and i know what ur going thru....
good luck :)
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