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amber_rose · 31-10-2011, 05:14 AM

I think I have friends but im not to sure. I think that they use me and when I have nothing to give its like they dont want me around. When its all parties and fun and when I bring the alcohol they cant get enough of me but when I need someone they ignore me. We have the same classes yet im left sitting alone and walking to class alone. The only time they text me is when they are asking for sometginh and they tell me mean tghimgs about me in a nice way endlessley but that dosent make it not mean... They hang out close to my house vut never invite me and try to hide it from me. Im so hurt and conflicted im so lonley aand its the worst thing I have ever felt and also its not like this just staryed.its been going o...for as long as I can remember. My family is poorer than dirt and I give them everything I have to give. Whywont they like me? What do I do? It hurts so bad and I just need someones help...please I feele like im going to die of lonleyness.,please just someone?

31-10-2011, 05:14 AM	#1
amber_rose Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: Peculiar, MO I am currently:	My 'friends' are the worst bullys I think I have friends but im not to sure. I think that they use me and when I have nothing to give its like they dont want me around. When its all parties and fun and when I bring the alcohol they cant get enough of me but when I need someone they ignore me. We have the same classes yet im left sitting alone and walking to class alone. The only time they text me is when they are asking for sometginh and they tell me mean tghimgs about me in a nice way endlessley but that dosent make it not mean... They hang out close to my house vut never invite me and try to hide it from me. Im so hurt and conflicted im so lonley aand its the worst thing I have ever felt and also its not like this just staryed.its been going o...for as long as I can remember. My family is poorer than dirt and I give them everything I have to give. Whywont they like me? What do I do? It hurts so bad and I just need someones help...please I feele like im going to die of lonleyness.,please just someone?