*cuddles into* thank you for your support and kind words, they mean so much right now cause i feel so alone and low.
yesterday was a bad day my head just wouldnt stop and my thoughts and urges got seriously out of control. my carer found me sitting on the bathroom floor with my stash of pills. everything is just to much right now and im a mess, im losing it completely it.
the police are ringing or calling by everyday to check everythings ok and that theres been no contact from the girls, which there hasnt been so far. plus i still have all the chains and bolts etc so im safe as i can be.
im trying so hard to keep fighting and hang in there but its so hard.
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