I went. I managed to get most of my worries out so that they could understand. I stil worry about what the meds will do to me. But, i guess it's a start to recovery. I told her I didn't want to be on them long term if I could help it. I want to have kids in the next couple years... so... I can't get pregnant while I'm on them, it would be horribly detrimental to me and the future baby. She said to give it a solid year to work and we wil see how it goes from there. I hate being medicated, but I also hate feeling like this. And there's no way to have kids when youre dead... so, better late than never I guess.
Thanks for the support.
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