hey, i know how much it sucks right after you SI, and you feel like crap, or think, 'why did I just do that?' or the feeling that one is not good enough.
Don't be angry with yourself though, you have to understand that this is a coping thing, and try to get at why you have to do it it to begin with. For me, stopping SI is a constant, daily thing, and that only way to really do it is to not dwell on the times we slip up. Just think about tomorrow, and starting a new day.
|