just been readingall of your posts on being older with si stuff and I am finding it really really helpful to not be on my own with this stuff- feeling like a bit of a freak here, and my job is to help other people so that doesn't help much with the guilt either. I think the thing is, when you're triggered, you're triggered. age is irrelevant, as you are taken hold of the emotional vortex and off you go - might as well be 3! If I could keep a hold of my adult self then this wouldn't be a problem - but its the child who'se screaming!
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