Sadly feelings don't just go away. But things will improve. I can't tell you how or when but I can tell you that people have been in your position and have come out the other side.
But you do need to talk to someone about your problems. Either the people online, your doctors/councellors or a friend/family member. You need to sort things out in your mind to understand that there is another way out.
Also, as someone who has been on the recieving end of being told someone they know has tried to commit suicide I can tell you that the people who know what you tried to do don't think your a coward. They will likely be worried about you and will desperately want to help you but they won't think any less of you.
I hope you feel better soon.
xx
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