ive been there with the mdma ive had similar expierences after a time where i took too many and nearly over dosed. i took about 5 or 6 not sure my friend had about 30 of them. all i know is that it was one of the strangest and craziest feeling ive ever had.
everything was dark, i kept going in and out not really knowig what was going on. i was shaking and sweating profusely. i couldnt talk, couldnt move, i had couldnt pee, or barely drink water.
the next day i felt horrible, physically but emotionally and mentally. this happened around january and i still feel like i cant get my mind back. as if parts were just erased. i have a horrible memory, blurred vision, and couldnt express myself verbally or think easily.
its been a few months and i feel like im starting to get a little better. but im pretty sure its not all gonna come back. i just stopped using mdma and let my brain recooperate. that would probably help you too. i wish you the best with everything and sorry for the lomg entry lol
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