I got a letter yesterday from the psych who is supposed to be doing my emdr saying shed like to see me before baby is born. I'm a bit scared but hopeful.
I also haven't heard anything back from my assessment in my new area. He said they'd call or send letter and it's been over a week now.
I think I need to slow down too. I've been trying to keep doing the same things I always do. As soon as I sit down though I feel so guilty but I'm shattered as I'm not sleeping well and my carpel tunnel and pelvic pain is horrendous right now. I mean I didn't even do that much yesterday it feels just some clothes washing, dish washer about 4-5 times and gardening and a bit tidying and went to the shops. Oh and a bit work in the morning for work. But compared to my usual it's nothing. I'm physvislly aching though and last night I had such bad dreams that Simon had to hug me and calm me as I was crying a lot.
I dunno.
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