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Old 01-10-2011, 03:25 AM   #24
lonely_hope
I'm not worth the air I breathe
 
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Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: US
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Do you think before you speak?
I try to

Do you have a busy weekend coming up?
No, thank goodness

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
Not necessarily mad... makes me very self-conscious though.

How did you get your last bruise?
Carrying my textbooks

What are you doing Thursday?
I don't even want to think about it

Who is your last text message from?
N/A

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
A bit weird, since I don't always know if they're really talking to me.

Is anything upsetting you right now?
---

Are you listening to music right now?
No

Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?
No

What are you thinking right now?
I hope he doesn't see them...

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Don't remember. Been a long time since I've cried in front of anyone.

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
1

What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
Not sure

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
No

Will this weekend be a good one?
Hope so

What are you excited about?
Sleep

Did you have a good birthday this year?
Haven't had a birthday yet this year

What color shirt are you wearing?
Black

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Perhaps

Who was driving the last vehicle you were in?
My dad

What are you craving right now?
Nothing

Are you growing apart from your best friends?
Depends on who you're talking about

What are you listening to?
Myself coughing. Bleh.

Have you cried today?
Nearly, but no

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Nobody's... still sleeping on the couch. I need to break that habit though.

Whose bed will you sleep in tonight?
Probably the couch again

What's your favorite season?
Fall/winter

Are you stubborn?
I can be

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Don't remember what exactly, but was probably on the computer

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No

Do you wish upon stars?
No

Would you go back and change any part of your life?
Yeah

Do you believe love lasts forever?
I'm not even sure that love exists in the first place.

This time last year were you the same?
A bit the same, a bit different

What were you doing at ten last night?
Computer stuff. Homework.

Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
No

Did you have a dream last night?
No

Want someone back in your life?
*shrugs*

Are you good at giving directions?
Not really. Or, depends I guess.

Last time you cried really really hard?
A few days ago

Ever licked someone's cheek?
No

Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
Cool

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I could. But I wouldn't.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
People don't kiss my forehead

When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
I saw my living grandfather a few months ago.

When’s your birthday?
Dec

Who was the last person that called you?
Dad

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
Black, long sleeves, getting sweaty

Are you close with your mom?
NO

How many pillows do you sleep with?
1

Do you get along better with guys or girls?
Depends on the person

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Night

Anything annoying you right now?
A bit. I wish I could quit coughing. How I love allergies...

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Most of the time.

Have you ever driven without a licence?
Yes- because I have a permit.

Can you play guitar hero?
No :P

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Listen to music

Is this year the best year of your life?
Nope

Are you shy?
Yes

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
I try to

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Haven't held hands with anybody...

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Nope

Anything you're giving up on?
Yup

Have you ever dated a soccer player?
No

Did you speak to your mother today?
No :)

Did you know that mentally your body isn't ready to drink until age 25?
Ok

Are you really going to dread this week?
-.-

What is more important, happiness or trust?
Not sure

Do you take walks often?
Yup. I get to walk to and from school Mon-Fri.

Are promises important to you?
They used to be. I don't care anymore. Who's gonna keep them.

What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
On the computer

This time last year, what was your love life like?
Love life?

Did you kiss anyone today?
No

Are you a bitch?
I think I am

Are you afraid to grow up?
*shrugs*

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No

When will your next kiss be?
Don't know

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Long

Do you want to cut your hair?
Not really

What did you do this afternoon?
Was at school

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Yeah



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
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