sorry but I dont know if i can... things are changing in like the plan.
I was telling people everything, how unsafe I was feeling and the plans that I really needed to act on to leave this place. but N doesnt wana hear it anymore... I am stupid and pathetic and she doesnt wana hear it so why should anyone else?
i will tell them how great I am doing. I wont talk about the plans anymore but rather how much better 'things' are these days
it doesnt matter anymore. it does not fucking matter
sorry everyone xx
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