Hey, I know things look really tough right now but they are not going to be like this forever. As terrible as you feel about yourself those feelings can change. When I see you (assuming that's you in your profile pic there) I don't see someone who is fat or ugly, I see a beautiful young lady who it would be a shame for the world to lose.
Howcome you want to die? Do you want to die or do you just want the pain to stop?
I just had a look through your fashion blog too from your signature. I really like it :) It would be a shame for such a greater writer and creative person (they offer suffer the most, don't they?) to go so young. Maybe you can reach out for help in real life as well as by posting on here?
Can you tell someone how you're feeling? Maybe call a doctor or a helpline?
Please, don't give up xx
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