Hello, I made a post before saying hi - oh dear. :x
Hi! My name is Cara, and I live in Ohio in the USA. You may call me Cara. :)
I'm 21 years old and I've self-harmed my way through high school, and tore free for a couple years while I persued my dream of designing by going to a fantastic 2 year college. I've graduated now - over a year ago. It was such a huge accomplishment. I was high on life, except that to deal with the stress of pprtfolio combined with my self hate and feeling I didn't deserve to graduate, I fell back into it. Harder, and better at it.
I'm very much in a stale mate. I'm so socially isolated that I'm terrified to find stable work and function in the world. I would be designing through the face of the internet, but my computer was destroyed a month after I graduated from college. I quickly spiraled afterwards and let's just say I've been a serious wreck since. I do have a seasonal job, though, that will be starting in less than a month and with that money I have to buy a car and move out of my family's house. I deal with over eating and depression and hoarding and ocd and I'm afraid to tell my doctor, especially since I'll be losing my healh insurance soon...
It's all very scary.
Anyways... Ranting like I did in my intro thread. Lawl.
Hi again! I know I'm young and crazy, but ot's nice to meet you all and I respect you each greatly.
Last edited by OneMillionQuestions : 19-09-2011 at 06:59 AM.
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