Thanks for asking. :)
I felt fairly good most of today. But then came home and my flatmate had someone around. I thought they'd be around all evening, so no dinner for me. They actually went, but not before it'd caused the 'switch' to flick in my head, and a huge surge of anger, irritation - and shame. Though I didn't actually voice this.
I have a really 'short fuse' right now.
I nearly 'went off on one' at some people [customers] at work today who were talking together and somehow managed to dis/laugh at suicide, the mentally ill, those with 'split personalities' and gay people. It was so like they were trying to be offensive to as many marginalised groups as possible. I did my best to swallow my rage and just glared once [but they missed that], as I just didn't know how to respond. One even said of someone how there was nothing wrong with them so there was no reason to persecute them. ><. Like it's ok to persecute those who're somehow 'different'? Meh.
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