Of course those close to you won't be angry or leave you. You haven't let anyone down, would you feel the same if you had a physical illness? I imagine they will be very concerned and they will want to do as much as they can to help and support you. None of this is your fault, it's just one of those things. I don't think you should try to get through this without the support of your loved ones, it's too much for you to handle. Even if you saw someone from the CMHT regularly they couldn't replace the support your family and partner can provide.
Do you think you could talk to your partner about how you've been feeling? I'm sure he would much rather you told him, and i'm sure he won't leave you. You need all the support you can get hun.
Do you have anything planned this week? Try to keep yourself busy and distracted.
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