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1. Has anyone been on Citalopram before? (Been on it for a month now, at 10mg, been increased today to 20mg) If so, how did you find it?

2. I've began group therapy for BPD, has anyone else been to group therapy before and if so, how they found that too?

It's so anxiety provoking, and some members of the group are actually... well, they are really show-offy for starters - about negative things they've done ie; being violent to their partner, being abusive, things like that that are something I personally would not share in the group esp the first time attending, and something I wouldn't even want to share!,
Also saying "oh I was abused all my childhood, my mother was in and out of hospital all the time!" - I just don't quite understand why someone would "brag" about it as such, and also say it in the first place to complete strangers?!

A few seem quite manic-y and talking talking talking and interrupting and going off topic and I'm just sitting at the end chair all quiet and timid and thinking "wow", lol, but yeah, I do get that people with BPD can be manic, I am too sometimes but I just, I dunno, tis a very new experience.

I also feel like because I'm the youngest("baby of the group"), that I'm not really taken seriously... or that my input(when I actually feel able to talk) isn't as valid, yno?

Blah anyway! Thank you for any feedback!



EDIT;

I'm now on Venlafaxine 37.5mg twice a day, sorry to ask again, but has anyone been on it before & if so how they found it? (Sorry I'm asking again for something else...)


EDIT AGAIN;
Bloody hell. I'm also now on Quetipine(sp?) 100mg, pretty please can I have some experiences with that? I'm so sorry! Again. Sorry!!! :(