ive been on prozac for almost a month now. Im tired of this. It takes forever to get to sleep and when i finally do go to sleep i have horrible dreams its like i cant escape the madness. I try my best to think positive but all i do is end up being an asshole to the people i love most. im just tired of this. i feel so worthless its hopeless to me i just want to give up. i keep thinking of my family and how bad they will be if im not around. i think thats the only thing keeping me going i dont want to let them down but i find myself caring less and less. i really want to be ok but i cant seem to bring myself out of my misery
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