Awww I know you do hun. It's so much easier to feel numb than to actually feel. Okay sorry you didnt sleep but thats to be expected until things get straightened out with that guy. I really hope he gets whats coming to him. So many who have been through never even get this far as you have so this is a good sign. Hopefully they will make the guy go some place else to finish school or maybe even school him at home. All I know is bringing him back to your school would be the wrong decision.
If it's easier for you then just dont say anything to the ones that are asking. They are only just curious. Some might even want to twist your words and make it your fault, which I hope you know wasnt at all. Is there someone who knows that can walk with you to your classes? It might help you if you did. They would be like your bodyguard or something especially if his cousin wants to start something. Just try to stay positive if you can and focus on getting yourself through school today and to your your therapy which will help you too. Well unless you dont talk. As for your teachers hun let them console you. I know it might feel weird but it will help you recover from this. I know I hated being touched after it happened to me but looking back now I really wish people knew. I dont know how I made it through high school completely alone. Okay now I feel really sad.
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Stay strong sweetie you will get through this I PROMISE!
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